The past few days I have felt happy. This feeling snuck up on me. While the feeling isn't strange for me, it took me by surprise. I was feeling not quite happy for a long time. I am not sure what caused it. I have noticed as my health improves each week so does my general outlook on things.
Generally speaking, I have always been a pretty positive person. In the past few years I have caught myself saying negative things about myself and others. It has felt very out of character for me. I never realized what I had said until after the fact.
In the past few days, I have felt content. Even when things weren't going my way, I felt content. DH and the gave me a surprise and I felt truly happy about it. A week or so ago I would have had a negative thought about it...even though it was something I REALLY REALLY wanted.
and for those of you keeping score -.2 this week :)